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Friday, May 26, 2006

Jo is so captivated by baby hz's blow kiss..=)
ranted@8:47 PM


Sunday, May 21, 2006

Yay!! Finally my aunt decided to get my air tickets for Bangkok. Everything is settled and I already chose the seat I wanted way before I check in on 22 June. Haha!! Seriously I can’t wait for the trip. I need to get out of Singapore to unwind myself. Definitely I will have truckloads of stuffs to get over Bangkok and pray that everything turns out well.

I was just browsing through my photo folders when I realised that I has been a month since I took photo proper with the narcissists. Argh!! So long ago!! Hey you people better get ready fill two of the memory cards that I have on Jo’s birthday alright. If not, I don’t know what I will do. Can’t believe it that days just passed by like that. Tsktsk!!

Well, a little update of what I did this week. On Monday, I met up with Cline, Grace, Jing and Sean for dinner at this Japanese restaurant in Amara Hotel. The buffet was great. Guess it was quite a good deal as it cost only 25bucks. Someday I shall go back again. After dinner we took like a few kilometres of stroll from Tanjong Pagar to Boat Quay. It took us probably half an hour to an hour. By then everyone was perspiring like mad. So, we went to eskibar to cool ourselves down. Stayed in the freezer till 11.30pm.

For the next two days I felt so tired. I guess I am no longer a night owl and late nights out is simple too draining. I simply enjoy the comfort of home at night. Haha!! Well, Hsien Zhuan has to sleep by latest 12midnight.

Met up with JY, Chris, Pris and Clara for supper on Friday at the prata house. It was so packed but praise God we found seats. I think that the service was really bad. Can you imagine someone who comes to you and shout at you asking “hey, what you want?”, when we just sat down and have yet to decide on what we wanted. For that I give 1 out of 10 for service. Haha!! Best thing was after we finished eating they tried to chase us off after we finished our food. I should really give them a big boo for their ‘awesomely good’ service. Then, we took JY’s car and went for some serious spinning at the western part of Singapore.

ranted@10:19 AM


Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Where is my air ticket? Damn!! I thought my aunt book it like weeks ago because she said she would when I called her. So today I called and check with her and she said she thought of booking it when she comes back from china in June. I was made speechless!! Seriously hope that she will book it soon within this week.

Well, I am pissed but there is nothing I can do. One very thing that I learnt from this is that ‘it is better to put my trust in the Lord than to put confidence in man’ – Psalm 118:8 Man can fail me but God will never. Thank you Jesus for your abundance grace in my life!!
ranted@8:17 PM


Friday, May 05, 2006

Hsien Zhuan is so tired of everything. Ask me what it is? Frankly speaking I can’t answer you because I don’t even know myself. People may see that I’m worry free and enjoying my life. Let me tell you, those people thought that way are so wrong. I too have my share of worries and troubles. It’s just that sometimes I chose to throw it aside and not to think about it. That’s the reason why you will never hear me talking about it. It’s only when I really can’t take it anymore then I will share.


Well, something that I have been thinking of these few days is “can things of the world or material needs really satisfy me?” This question somehow pops up in my mind daily, when I am traveling. And it struck me real hard and I know that I can never be satisfied with whatever I’m going after. What I want is something eternal and infinite. Only Jesus can provide that. I need a well that never dry up and I can constantly draw from so that I will never thirst. Again that’s Jesus.


It’s easy to say all this but can I really do it? I know that I’m not there yet. I tend to focus on my problems and at the same time trying to convince myself to be focused on Jesus. There will be times when focusing on Jesus becomes a work. Like times where I keep telling myself, “I must trust Jesus, I must trust Jesus”. Then I realize that I’m not putting my trust solely on Jesus that He will solve my problems. Instead, I’m putting my trust base on “I am trusting Jesus” that will get me what I want. In this case, trusting Jesus becomes a formula.


But you know what; I have learned to take things easy now and rest in Him. It’s only when you are doing this that you trust in Him fully.


Let me share something that caught me while I was on the bus just now. When you are in a rush or trying to accelerate something base on your own effort, it will never succeed. That is because you will be so hotheaded and whatever decision you make will never be right. However, when you are resting, you will be cool and your mind will be so clear of what is going on and you will have the wisdom to make the right decision.


So in one case, it’s trusting your own effort that will get you no where or in the other, putting your trust in Jesus and rest in Him. This gives Him the chance to impart you the wisdom to get things down and I’m sure you will be able to discern His voice much more clearly.
ranted@12:32 AM