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Saturday, October 29, 2005

Ew!!I hate alcohol now and the smell of it irks me. So I guess I won't be consuming them anytime soon. It reminds me of yesterday night, when I practically puke out all the things that I had before that. All my intestines are like on the verge of coming out too. Seriously it is gross to the power of infinity. Just imagine what went in from your mouth came out again but it is like a shitty mixture. Anyway it has been a long time since my stomach feels so empty, after the intense puking.


That is not the end of the story. After the puking, the taste of the puke lingers in your mouth and goodness, I have got to use spearmint to cover the smell and brush my teeth thoroughly when I reached home. On top of that, you are literally in agony because you can't stop your head from spinning and pounding. I spent the next hour sitting down and let me tell you, it only gets a bit better.


Just want to say if you want to drink, drink within your limit. And for those who really want to try to get drunk and super high, this will be the end result. Haha. Still want to try?


Anyway to tell you people something, I hate people who tell me "you as a christian shouldn't be doing this or that". I simply hate this sentence to the core!! This is so law!! Give me a break!! And to this particular person who told me this, you want to keep the law, save it for yourself and I will be glad that you don't share it with me. It is none of your concern what I do because I am not obliged to report my personal life to you. And who are you to interfere? So screw you!! Keep your lousy comments to yourself. If you really have to open your mouth, make sure that what you are saying passes through your brain first. If not, I have got a better suggestion. Take a pair of socks that you wore and stuff it in your mouth.


Alright, this is about all that I wish to comment for the moment. Oh yah!! HAPPY BDAE PRISCILLA and PAMELA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
ranted@1:34 PM


Monday, October 24, 2005

Yeah I am now counting down to Thursday!! That will be my last day at work. I really dread work now. I think I can never get use to a nine to five job. I hate sitting in the office the moment i reach and face the LCD screen for the rest of my day. I cant stand the LCD screen, the keyboard and the mouse to be my 'best friend'. They are so boring and worst I have to depend on them everyday to get my work down. Oh gawd!! On top of that, I hate the monotonous daily routine to prepare myself for work.


Every morning when I wake up, I will brush my teeth, take a shower, get my contact lenses on, dry my hair with a towel and hair dryer, think of what to wear for work, get dressed, choose a watch for the day, choose a cologne for the day, wax and style my hair, wash my hands to get rid of the sticky wax, have my so called breakfast which is just a mug of fresh milk, listen to some songs on my laptop, get my socks on, shut down my laptop, get out of the house at 7.50am, catch the 8.05am bus and reach my office at 8.50am.


Goodness!! Tell me who wouldnt be bored of such routine? When work becomes a drag, it is time for me to kiss the job goodbye and continue with my life and what I am called to do now, that is to study. Haha.


Frankly, every time I work it teaches me some lessons and make me realise that nothing beats being a student. As a student you dont have to worry about anything around you. All you have to do is to study and acheive the best result possible. However, in the working world, the presence of politics in the office is so real. People might be smiling and be nice in front of you, but behind your back they might be complaining and scheming against you. You will have to guard your back against any knives. It is easy to make superficial friends but not true friends. And these people make use of each other for their own benefits. You can never depend on and open your heart to them. For who knows one day they might use something you said against you. This is the reality of life. Oh man!! This is so sad right? Haha.


Seriously, I cant be bothered about all these things that is happening around. I believe that I make a difference wherever I go for Christ in me is the hope of glory. I am in the world but not of the world. Yes! Worldly people have to watch their back and always be on guard for knives but I dont have to. Daddy God is my shield and if anything happen He will take care of it for me. I am glad I have such a wonderful Abba to turn to in times of need. Do you have one?


Without Him, one will only lead a life with no directions or perhaps they will spend their lives striving to earn as much money as possible. After that, get married and have babies to continue their families; line. But at the end of the day, they will still sense an emptiness in their heart and they have no idea why are they feeling that way. The answer to this is God.
ranted@11:02 PM


Sunday, October 23, 2005

My God is a God that can do EVERYTHING!! Hallelujah. Few days ago, I was talking online with Jo. Then somehow I realised that people around me are facing challenges, and they are believers. So i asked God, aren't believers suppose to lead the high-life and not face with any challenges? God told me that great blessings are coming soon and the devil is trying to make a final fightback. Wow!! When I heard that, I really believe it and really thank God for it. Then there this chinese 'cheng yu' which says when bitterness is over dew will come, popped up in my mind. Dew means blessing. So I see this as when you overcome your challenges, blessings will come. Isnt this so sweet? As for how to overcome your challenges, just rest in His finished work and give praises and thanks to Him who overcomed everything for us. Hallelujah.
ranted@11:30 AM


Saturday, October 22, 2005

What is the problem with taxis? I was really annoyed by that fact that they told me they don't accept cards for payment when they have the accept cards stickers pasted on their window screen. I find it really pointless to paste it on since the taxi drivers dont want to use it. It is causing commuter like me so much inconvenience especially when it is late at night when in your mind you just want to get home but with no cash and couldnt find a ATM. Took me decades to find a taxi that can use cards for payment. Haiz.
ranted@11:30 PM




Revamped!! Zouk and Phuture is finally open after going through a month of face lift. Took this when I was waiting to enter. 21/10/2005
ranted@3:04 PM


Sunday, October 09, 2005

Wow!! I just came back from clubbing at Nude Bar (Indochine Wisma). This was all unplanned. Haha. The crowd is quite young and the mixture is even. Music was awesome, blasting R&B all night long. I would say that it is quite cool. The dance floor is super happening. I spotted lots of lesbians and they were smooching at the dance floor. Then I saw this gay-guy that I saw at Chinablack. Guess he has no other shirt other than this long sleeve white shirt. And he got this habit of folding it to elbow-length. As usual, I saw him dancing with a guy; exactly the same scene that I saw in Chinablack. Gross!! Sorry gays, I just can't stand you people. Not happy with this statement? Then don't read this blog. I am free to express my personal opinion as this is my blog. Haha.

Anyway, I can't be bothered about him as I was doing something more important. Bleahz. Simply enjoyed tonight. Marvellous!! Yeah!! However, my favourite is still Zouk and I have decided and found people to go Zouk on 21st October 2005. Woohoo. Zouk, I am coming. Peace out!!

ranted@5:00 AM


Friday, October 07, 2005

Into the wee hours and I am still awake. I really got to admit that holidays have made me nocturnal. There is no need to wake up early the next morning so who cares what time I sleep. Haha!! However, I don't know what to do at night. So anyone have any suggestions for me? Think about it and tag on my tagboard. Having driving lesson tomorrow morning and now I really got to try and catch some rest. Byes and nights.
ranted@3:40 AM


Thursday, October 06, 2005

Mm.. I got woke up by my handphone's sms tone and guess what, it is the school messaging me to inform me about my examination results. There is only one word to describe my result and that is 'Miracle'. Haha!! I won't flaunt my results here and anyway there is nothing for me to flaunt. Simply because I know that it is the Grace of God that brought me this far. All I want to say is that He is so faithful and real in my life.
ranted@8:30 AM


Wednesday, October 05, 2005

I am bored!! What should i do? Into the third week of my holidays but I did nothing productive. Suppose to find a job but i am kind of 'strolling' to find it. To me a job is a plus if I can find, if not I will enjoy my holidays. Haha! I definitely believe that my Abba Father can provide more than what I get from working.

Besides spending time looking for a job, I am taking up driving lessons too. However, the sad thing is I will only be taking my practical driving test next year. The driving school is giving priority to its students and for private candidates like myself, we have to wait for a longer time. Well, I am perfectly alright with it because I am not in a rush to get my license. I think those people going to the driving schools are feeling too rich. Anyway, to each of his own.

Other than the two things mentioned above, I am practically nua-ing at home. I am spending too much time at home. But even if I were to go town, there is nothing for me to shop for at all. God give me a life. Haha!! How can the King Priest be so restless?

Tomorrow will be the release of my results. No no. I should say in 7hours time. Wondering how well I did for this exam? Who cares anyway. Why worry about tomorrow when tomorrow will worry about itself? Haha.
ranted@11:40 PM


Saturday, October 01, 2005

Yeah!! I love Jesus for He is faithful and good!! Haha. Yesterday's bible study + today's campus = explosion. The two messages are simply fantastic. To summarise both the sermons i would say that just know that you (believers) are King Priest and whatever that comes forth from your mouth is definitely going to make an impact. Yah. So now, confess not the negative things and also not, not confess anything otherwise the nature of the world (negative reports) will come into your life. Instead, confess all the positive things in your life and also your family members. As you do this, also remember that Jesus is always beside you and never for a moment He leaves you. This will make you overcome every obstacles and trials and you shall reign in life. Anyways, we are made to be more than overcomers. Hallelujah.

For the days to come, I shall let not my heart be troubled and live a let go and let God life, confessing all the postive things into my life. Jesus will be constantly reminding me of that. He is my 'bestest' friend. Woohoo!! Stay in His love for us people. Shalom!!
ranted@11:55 PM