What did i do today? Mm. I cleaned my room and also rearrange by wardrobe. Gosh!! I think it is time i get another wardrobe. This time i have problem arranging all my clothes and jeans. Well. It was fun. I just enjoy packing my wardrobe, rearrange the furniture in my room and let it be pleasing to my eyes. Haha. I have the nicest and biggest room in the house! Yeah!!

After that, i was thinking whether i should go dinner with my parents or go for the poly night event. I decided to go for the event. Took a cab down and reached there just in time before it really started. I was quite pissed off initially cause at the door, someone said this to me 'you should have told me earlier that you are coming later'. I dont wish to mention names but come on, at least i made the effort to rush down. Stop pointing blaming me and be more graceful. What satisfaction will you get? Jesus Christ!!! I didnt even have my dinner. I could have just heck it and enjoy dinner with my parents. Grr!! Hate it!! It just turns me off. Fine!! Next time i will just think twice when you approach me!! Humpf!! Nevertheless, deacon chin preaching was good. He preached about opening yourself to grace. I like the message and the praise and worship. Sigh!! I want to join all other caregroup except the caregroup that i am assigned to. Damn it!! What should i do?

Ending off in a confused and kinda pissed mood. Nights and God bless Me and You!!

ranted@12:35 AM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Fine!! It seems like i just screwed my tpff paper today. Seriously cannot believe it that i was actually stuck and cant continue. The most agonizing thing is that i studied it before hand and when i am in the exam hall i just cant produce what is required. Well. Now there is nothing i can do but to move on to study for my other papers. This common test is really shagging me out!!

I really need loads and loads of grace from Daddy for the next two papers. I will continue to place my trust in CHRIST ALONE. He will make everything turn out well. Amen!

Nights and byes.

ranted@10:16 PM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Argh!! Common test week is driving me crazy. I need more of His grace!! I have been such a good boy for these two days. Going home straight after school and not visit my second home. Haha. This is so not me. Guess that this week will be the first time in so many months that i am at home for so long.

Everyday is like a routine for me. Wake up and prepare for school. Reach go sit for my paper. Go home after the paper. Nap. Wake up and mug for the paper next day. Gosh. This is almost equals to no life at all. Pray for me people. And i really hope that this week will pass so super quickly. Amen!! So after my common test this week, i am so going to party like crazy next week.

Right now, hsien zhuan being such a good boy is going back to study for his test. Byes and nights. God bless!!

ranted@8:58 PM

Friday, July 15, 2005

I went to the airport tonight. Its so cool. Simply just love everything at the airport. The aeroplanes, the runway, the air stewardesses, the duty free shops, the scenery at night and etc. I enjoy taking the plane and I will try to take it once every year. The feeling of turbulence is great and so much better than taking roller coaster. Being served by the stewards and the stewardesses is fantastic. All you have to do is just to seat at the spacious and comfortable seats in Singapore Airlines planes and enjoy the services they provided. Oh gosh! I just miss taking planes. The last time i took a plane was in may 2004 when i went london. Though the journey was quite a long one, i enjoyed it throughout. Haha. Wondering if i will be taking a plane this year. Sigh. God please bless me with a expenses paid for holidays this coming semester break.

Before i went to the airport, i was in town. Visited Ralph Lauren again and i love their summer polo tees. I cant wait to get it. Yeah! Ralph Lauren!! I just like the brand. Haha. I remember my first Ralph Lauren product was a gift set of RL sports perfume and moisturing cream at the age of eight. Cant believe it right? Haha. I think my aunt got it for free and decided to give me instead since she cant be using guys perfume. That was when i started to have RL products. I just love collecting their perfumes be it for males or females. Their scent are so nice!! I think RL should just employ me to be their spokesman. Haha.

Alright tomorrow is saturday and there is campus. Hurray!! Had yet to decide what to do before campus but i guess i need a haircut badly. My hair is like so thick and i cant style it properly. I need a new hairstylist too. Dont really like REDs anymore. Perhaps i should go to cineleisure Supercuts to look for my old hairstylist. Anyone have any suggestions? Sigh. What hairstyle should i have also? Argh!! Stress!!

Feeling loved by Daddy God!! Nights and byes!!

ranted@11:50 AM

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Bad is the word to describe my night in zouk yesterday although i cant really remember what happened. Alright, i got dead drunk yesterday and i am so sure that jackson, alvin and dylan had a hard time with me. I think i called christline and christine and spoke nonsense to them. This is terrible. I can never imagine myself calling and messaging them such silly stuffs right in the middle of the night. The main culprit i guess is the graveyard that i last drank. Haha. It really tried to send me to my grave.

ranted@10:28 AM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

so tired!!

ranted@12:23 AM

looking beautifully stupid!! yeah!!

ranted@12:22 AM

i really look stupid and kiddy next to cline!!

ranted@12:21 AM

we are sad!! sigh!!

ranted@12:21 AM

dont i look kiddy beside cline? haha

ranted@12:20 AM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Praise God. I had a expenses all paid for trip to JB yesterday. It was a fun and 'fruitful' trip. Haha. Visited city square, holiday plaza, pelangi and then back to city square. I got a pair of nike shoes and half a year of contact lenses..Things are just so cheap there. Make you dont feel like spending in singapore anymore. Just kidding. I still want my Guess and Ralph Lauren stuffs. Haha. Bless me bless me.

ranted@11:50 PM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

beatifully stupid!!haha

ranted@10:36 PM

arent she cute?

ranted@10:35 PM

Yeah!! I got no school for a week. Thats cool. I am going to do so many things. Shopping, jogging, tanning, feasting and slacking. Simply love holidays.

First time in millions year that i came back from church early. Haha. Can you believe it that i actually reach home at 7pm. That is so so early. So happy today, because i collected the money for the sale of my old camera. What should i use it for?

Alright. Quite bored today. So thats all. No mood to type anymore. I shall post some photos.

ranted@10:06 PM

Monday, July 04, 2005

I am going crazy!! So many things that i want to buy. Howhow? Tried this Guess watch today which i really like. Got the urge to get it. Think i should just think it over tonight and get it only tomorrow. Haha. Wanted to go AX to check for the belt which i spotted last time but didnt. I want to get it too. This is like so bad! So many things to get. anyone that wishes to bless me with either items can just leave down your name. Haha.

ranted@9:42 PM

Friday, July 01, 2005

Argh!! Too many cards i have. This is like so bad. Swipe and swipe till almost there is no money left in my account. Haha. Dont know what did i spend on. This month i so need to save money to 'patch' up the hole in my savings account. Daddy please bless me!!! Haha.

Went Fish and Co. for dinner with christline and grace today. Haha. It quite cool and food was good too except for the lousy lava guava cocktail that reminds me of my puking incident. eww!! Seriously i didnt even finish a quarter of the drink. Thank God that they didint charge me for the drink. Yup. So blessed. Mm. I think my resolution for the month is less good food and take less carbohydrates. Getting so sick of carbo and its making me gain mass. What nonsense!!
Daddy I pray that in Jesus name let me not have the desire to eat!! Grrr!!

Thats quite enough for the day. I am tired. Take care and byes and nights. winkz.

ranted@10:58 PM