im feeling so confused now!! the thought of whether i should go for tomorrow service keep flashing in my mind. im thinking should i go for service and dont worry for the other things for God will take care of it. but on the other hand, i just do not have the peace to go service tomorrow. complained to God about it and He showed me a few verses to assure me that i will triumph in Christ. seriously im super confused. im thinking that since God has alreadi assured me, but how come i still dont have the peace to do it? oh man. what am i suppose to do? wanted to study but nothing gets into my head. everything is so out of place. how i wish that this period will be over soon. and yes! three more daes and i shall have my 'freedom'. at the meantime i should put my trust in Him. anw i feel that when one is facing some challenges its the best time to put your trust in Him and you will see how faithful He is and assuredly i will say He will definitely lead you to victory. i just have to rest in the finished work. amen!!

well. think its time i get some rest and hopefully i will have the peace to go service tomorrow. God blesses everyone of you. nite and bye!! =)

ranted@1:20 AM

Monday, October 11, 2004

started my day today at 11am. hee. did some past tutorials and decided to go town to shop awhile. suppose to study but end up in town walking to find things i want to buy. haha. well spent only around 2hrs dere and went home. somehow its quite fruitful cause managed to buy to shirts. gosh!! think my mum gonna butcher me. ive been buying lots of clothes recently. my wardrobe cant take in animore clothings. guess its time i ask my mummy to buy a new one for me. i cant believe it that i took only 4months to fill one wardrobe. guess if this goes on, my house will be full of wardrobe already. haha.

got to start mugging soon after my shower. hopefully i can follow up with the schedule. so folks thats abt all so far. perhaps i will blog later in the night. cYa!!

ranted@3:56 PM

Sunday, October 10, 2004

im so bored now. the week is coming to an end in a few hours time. and when tomorrow comes, it will be the time i start mugging for my final exams which is starting on this coming friday and ends on wednesday. im praying that God will give me the strength and will to get through this few days and after that my holi-day will officially start. haha.

just finish rearranging the layout of my room. wonder whats wrong with me. this is the second time this week i rearranged my room. haha. but i must say that its quite cool to keep changing the layout. thinking of ways to maximise the space in my room.

well thats about all i want to say. not in the blogging mood now. so cya soon ppl!! perhaps after the exam or something. Jesus loves you and me!! =)

ranted@8:44 PM