thank God for His grace on my tests. im quite happy with the tests i took earlier today. like what pastor said "minimum input, maximum output". actually im supposed to revise at 12am for the tests but i felt so tired that i went back to sleep instead. so i told myself that 4am i will really wake up to study for the test. but i didnt and waited till only this morning before i really revised for the test in the school library. took around two hours to study and its time for the test. actually i was quite nervous at first cause outside the lecture theatre everyone was still looking at the lecture notes. i only asked my fren some questions and thats about all i did. but i was glad that i actually managed to do the questions and what i studied last minute came out. after the chem test i still left with maths cct to take. left only like an hour to study after i had my lunch. so just went thru the formula and actually wanted to practise the question but then see no point in last minute practise so decided to rest. at 3pm i went to blk 46 to take my cct. i actually managed to score full marks. its really grace of God. last minute study can get me such good results. but im not saying that we should study only at the last minute. im trying to say that if we got not enough time, just trust God for it and He will make the whatever time we have fruitful. amen!! hehe. thats all for today, im still left with my ocom presentation and the self-reflection essay to do. buAiZ. ;)

ranted@6:43 PM

Sunday, September 26, 2004

today my last day of enjoying myself before i get down to real revision before my final exams. thinking back, time flies really fast. its as if yesterday i just started poly but now the semester is coming to an end soon. this also means that my projects and reports are due soon. oh man. God i really need your grace in every situation im in. how am i suppose to cope with it? feeling kinda stress. though i shouldnt be feeling this way but the thought of all these just make be cannot take it.

attended second service today. some guestspeaker preached and even though the message was somehow good i just cannot resist and doze off during the service. but the marvellous thing is that i actually managed to grasp the main point. thats really the grace of God. letting me rest and also not letting miss out on things He wants me to know. Praise Jesus.

after service went to bugis and had billy bombers. actually im not the suppose to be the one eating but those not suppose to eat end up eating and those that is suppose to eat end up not eating. so contradicting.

went to shop for my tie after food. just dunno what tie to buy and luckily i got my frens to help me choose. muz say that they all better with such things and its the fact that girls are better with colour combination and stuffs. haha.

haiz!! i really cant force myself to continue blogging. im too tired so i think thats all folks. stay 'tuned' for more interesting events or programmes tomorrow. nItEz n mUaCkS!!!

ranted@11:50 PM

wOohOo!! what a nice week that i had. Praise God. suddenly just got this urge to make an entry. and i realise that i have not been blogging for a month. aniwae i cant believe it that this week i spend three evenings staying back in school for volleyball SW. haha. but it was super fun. think back everyone had come so far from a noob who knows nuts about volleyball but now we are actually playing as a team. im so proud of my team who had so much rapport of one another. just quite pity that we actually lost to a team who depended only on one player. i think it worth much more than getting a gold trophy. well. 2nd is not that bad either. =)

and something to share. i find that life is sometimes quite unpredictable. you never know what is going to happen next. yesterday i went to visit my grandma and before i entered, she told me at the gate that my uncle-in-law passed away after falling down. thats quite shocking to me because i just visited him in may. its only a few months. quite tramautised when i heard it. his children is only 5 and 8 yrs old. wonder how are they going to take the news that their dad is no longer with them. but what can i do except to keep them in prayer. didnt expect that the visit will be the last time im seeing him. think that they are planning to visit us in singapore next year. but now i doubt so. felt sad for my aunt and cousins.

as for today did nothing much at home. basically just slacked around and went out at around 5pm to plaza singapura. went asics to get two polo tees and a shoe bag. haha. met jiashyuan and christine at the entrance of PS. didnt see them until they call me. and realise that christine change quite alot and almost cant recognised her. now with short hair and braces.hehe. im taking out mine soon. waiting for the arrival of that day. if i didnt remember wrongly it should be 14 december. after i got my stuffs walked to heeren to meet ade to go campus. coach maddie preached for today and i didnt take much notes. but i got the main thing that she trying to say. i think thats alreadi enough. ended at about 8.30pm. went to some place near bugis to eat. the fried wanton noodle was quite tasty though. recalled something. this whole week i actually had one meal a day. i cant believe it also. but i know that its not good to skip meal but recently dont have the appetite to eat much. and even if i eat i get quite full easily. i know its kinda weird cause last time i used to eat even eat supper. now the habit is gone.

lastly i think after tomorrow shopping, its time i get down to serious work. exams are coming. poster assignment dateline is near and this coming thursday i got to do an oral presentation plus hand up my self-reflection essay. but before that im having OIC test and Maths test on tuesday. what a stressful week. but i believe i will go through all this effortlessly. the work is alreadi finished. the fight that man got to fight is to not to fight. Jesus had done a perfect work. but do we really believe in that and just rest? not everyone can do that. people think about it and tag your comments on my tagboard.

thats all for the day. think its quite alot so i shall end here. gd nite and cya soon!! =)

ranted@1:47 AM

Thursday, September 23, 2004

woOhOO!! sEc0ND pLAcINg!! =)

ranted@11:56 PM