today had my maths common test.. overall quite okay juz that i dint really know how to do one question that prove to be quite costly. well.. trusting God for my miracles. ive done my best and the rest its His part to settle. Hee. after the test stayed back to discuss the workload for ICBE report due next tuesday. that took like around an hour by the time im at the bus stop its around 4pm. as planned, i went to orchard with the objectives of getting some clothings and mayb a jeans. but its so disappointing. cant find any nice tops and jeans its even worst. nothing new from levis. been sometime since they come up with new designs. wonder what are they doing. walked from wisma to heeren and from heeren to pacific plaza. wanted to look at some shirts from ripcurl but its under renovation. mm.. awaiting the reopening cause its going to be a bigger shop than the old one. this means more products for me!! haha. got a shirt from isetan and took 54 to bishan. quite irritated cos im unable to catch the white 410. end up decided to take the green one instead cos its abt the same. and home means rest and slack lor. hee. nothing else liao. got to rest tonight so that tomorrow i have energy to study for my last paper which is on friday. decided to go with the peace and not the strife anymore. partly i think i cant perform during today's maths test is that i focus too much on my own work. and that will bring disastrous results. i should be focusing on the finished work of Christ for its through Him that i get what i desired. so decided that i shld be at rest and follow God's prompting. and in JESUS name i will reign over the paper for im made to be a champion and my results are given. no sweat!! bYeZ!!

ranted@9:45 PM

Friday, August 20, 2004

wad a day today!! staying at home doing nothing at all except reading thru some of my ICBE notes. gosh!! wad a life i hav man. its been so long that i stayed at home for the whole day. woke up at 10am, drank some milk and decided to arrange my notes and finally they are filed properly. then slacked till around 1pm. was hoping that my mum would call me and ask me what i want for lunch. but she didnt. i ended up making lunch for myself. haiz. had a shower halfway cooking lunch and asked my mummy to take over. haha. im sure smart hor? what a excuse to get her to help me cook. wInKz. lunch was ready by the time i came out of the bathroom. enjoyed my lunch and back to my room to arrange my stuffs. dunno why just have this habit of arranging my stuffs and layout of my room mayb like once every few months. feeling tired after that so took a nap and woke up at 6pm. wanted to go bible study but forget it lar. i will never make it in time. anyway i went yesterday. so its okay. went back to my books for awhile after dinner and stucked to the tv. gosh!! but dun care lar. i just need to do my part and GOD will do the rest!! amen!! hee.. taking this time to blog cause mayb later watching olympics at 1130pm. anw thats all lar. haha. cya soon!!

ranted@11:14 PM

Sunday, August 15, 2004

oh man!! had a tiring day today. got up at 8am today. feeling extremely lazy to get up from bed. but got no choice cause need to reach bishan station at 9.15am to wait for cline and ade. mm.. i should say wait for the train. haha. styling my hair was a killer today. had to try so many times and i still dun get the effect i want. feel that nowsaday have been spending too much time on my hair. need God to give me a new revelation. haha. left the house in a rush and i realised that i didnt put on my rubberband for braces. argh!! reached the station at 9.10am. i m early. sat down and wait for cline or ade to msg me to inform me when the train they taking is approaching. en when i was sending a message, there is this guy that came and sat beside me. at first i was wondering if i noe him. haha. he en asked me whether im a christian. and i replied 'yAh?!?!' and he proceed with asking me which church i m in and where is it. feeling kinda funny, out of the blue a strange person come and ask me all this questions. nevertheless i still answered him. he en told me that he wanted his son to go to my church but got no one to accompany the son. i m at a lost cause dunno how to reply him. thank God that ade's phone call saved me just in the nick of time. she called to inform me that train approaching. finally lor. thats the 4th train i tink. reached suntec at 10 i guess, put our stuffs and went to sun marine to have breakfast. went back to the queue after breakfast and serviced started at mayb 11plus. aiyah. en after that is repeating the same thing all over again. just that now is going home. haha. so yah. quite a routine. hoping that since tmr is the start of my study break, i can break free from any routine. haha. shall end off here, i still need to read through some of my OIC notes and update them and also ICBE. cant stand the messiness of all the notes and tutorials so making the effort to arrange them. wInkZ. sO pEePz haVe a BLeSsEd wEeK aHeAD. cYA sOon!!!

ranted@5:03 PM

im back to blog again. my blog entries are getting more and more inconsistent. mm.. wad to do? sometimes i just cant gather the energy to login to blogger and tell my happenings of the day. didnt really do anything much today. just went for a swim in the afternoon and went for campus at around 5pm. today campus started at 6.30pm and only six ppl from the caregroup went. personally i still for campus to start at 5.30pm so that it will still be early when campus end. after campus had dinner at pastamania and then home sweet home. haha. oh yah!! few days ago i was reading my previous blog entries and i realised the difference in the way i blogged. dun you tink so?? dunno whether isit good or bad. up to you readers to decide. thats all for the day. -ZzZzZ-

ranted@1:29 AM

Sunday, August 08, 2004

today is such a tiring but fun dae. got woked up at around 10 by jerrome's message. was half awake only when i replied him. after few messages i went back to sleep. told myself will only be awhile because got to meet my fwen at 1120. but guess what? i got woke up by a call. by then its already 1120. was shocked manz. quite reluctant to get out of bed and somemore must rush down to suntec within less than an hour. thought of giving the movie a miss so that i can take my time to prepare or at least do something before going for the live recording at 3. but i still ended up getting myself ready by around 12 and rushed down to suntec. watched the village. the storyline wasnt that great lar but still quite a not bad movie. had KFC for lunch after that. regret having that cause its so oily and got the 'want to puke' feeling after that and lasted till the second session of the live recording. went for both sessions of the live recording. but i must say that the first one the atmosphere is not there. everyone seems so dead and no one was jumping. haha. but the second session was somehow different. everyone was so enthusiatic and full of life to worship God. hee. in front of me got this few old people. think that they are quite out of place lor. all the people sitting there were teens. anw its a very good experience and i am sure that everyone enjoyed themselves. went for dinner at olio bites. had spaghetti but its not really that tasty and worst still when i reached home i feel hungry again. no choice but to go find something to eat. found only some fruits so took some of them. argh!! thats all folks. cya again!! byez!!

ranted@12:51 AM

Saturday, August 07, 2004

wOoHoO!! what a day!! haha.. woke up at 6.30am today but then realise that lecture start only at 9am. dunno what should i do but eventually decided to prepare myself for school. after that i took out my ICBE tutorial to do. went out of the house at around 8.20am. didnt really have to wait very long for the bus. took 855 today to change 74. waiting for 74 is like killing me. so long!! nevertheless still managed to reach school just in time. lecture time passes by quite fast and soon tutorial is finished and its home sweet home. went my grandma house before going home. reached home around 1pm. rested for awhile and went to bathe and change and got to prepare myself then go meet grace and christline in cityhall at 2.30pm. only walked out of the house at around 2.10pm. high chances of being late. anyway thats me. haha. had to wait quite long for 166 to come. then at first didnt know i can take 167 only when it went off then i realised. a very long ride before i reached my distination. hee. received msg from cline that she will be late. then called grace and she said she will be late also. haha. thats good cause im late also. anyway i reached there ar around 2.50pm. decided to walk around in raffles city first cause think they will be quite late. but i was wrong. received call from cline that she reached le so went to find her and grace arrived shortly. went sakae sushi to have buffet. felt so bloated after the meal. after the meal its like around 6pm, cline went off for the clz bbq while we go queue up. today its like a 'waiting' day lor. go everywhere also need to wait. doors only opened at around 6.35pm which can consider very late. normally they will open at around 6.15pm. after putting our stuffs and reserves some seats, we went to shop at why pay more and royal sporting house. then at royal sporting house while walking halfway, felt someone kicking be from behind. i was thinking which idoit isit. then found out its jing. haha. always attacking me from behind lor. went carrefour food corner to get drinks and then went back for bible study. times really past very fast when listening to the preaching. service ended at 10pm and took train back and reached home at 11.30pm. then before i do anything i came online and feel like blogging so here i am. hee. k lar thats all. although got somemore but im too lazy and tired.buaiz. *kNOCkeD oUt*

ranted@12:06 AM

Thursday, August 05, 2004

oOh.. can u believe it i actually go school for two hours only. haha. skipped all my morning lessons cause find it pointless just to go there for one lesson then have a three hours break. i will definitely end up rotting. since i just need eighty percent attendance so can skip some. hee. though dun need to go school early i still woke up at around 9plus. feeling quite bored and decided to go my grandma house before i go for my afternoon lectures. had my lunch at my granny's place. went off at around 12.30pm. reached school at around 1.45pm so stroll to LT59. outside the LT heard from some of my lecture mates that they actually got back their OIC test which is only yesterday. woah. cant believe that stoll marked the paper so fast. but too bad i got no tutorial today so didnt get back mine. worst still just happen my tutorial falls on national day. wonder when i will get back my test paper. anw heard from them that some of them did quite well. hee. trusting God for my A or even AD. today OIC lecture super slack. stoll didnt have the mood to teach. so showed us some political humour websites and talked about some environmental issues. after OIC lecture supposedly have maths lecture but i didnt attend. wanna go home to do my maths tutorials and stuffs. haiya. dunno wats wrong with maths leh. seems like there is so much and yet so little things to do. mm.. what am i talking?? i also dunno. haha. reached home at round 4.30pm. feeling super hungry so went to search for food. found a box of durian so had some of it. then mummy came back with custard puff from Hans. nothing special but i still eat them as im still feeling hungry. went to bathe and chatted with mummy. content of the conversation i shall not reveal. :P hee. felt quite tired and wanted to go sleep at 6.45pm but dinner gonna be ready soon. had my dinner and went back to my room to do my maths. spent three solid hours on maths. wanted to continue but my eyes is too tired to really focus. so decided to rest for the day. just happen to remember that there is cornetto ice cream in the fridge so dash to get one. haha. yummy ice cream!! finish my ice cream and here i am blogging. not sure what time i going to sleep tonight but i just know that im kinda tired. feeling quite excited and cant wait for weekend to come. just recalled that benjamin asked me earlier on whether i want to join them for BBQ at tsu huang house this friday but i tink i cant make it. friday i think going for sakae buffet before bible study. then saturday LIVE RECORDING!! so excited about it. im sure it will be good. hee. haiya. seriously very tired. guess i shall stop here. cya folks. wInKz!! =D

ranted@12:03 AM

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

oOh!! quite a few weeks didnt blog le. feeling quite lazy. haha. didnt sleep on saturday nite trying to prepare myself for the test today. spend half of my sunday sleeping and yesterday night suppose to study but i went to sleep instead. hee. simply just too tired to focus. woke up at 7 in the morning, thats the only time i really read through my notes. spent 2hrs memorising and reading them thoroughly. slacked awhile and get ready to go to school to take my test. did some last minute reading on the bus to ensure that i dint miss out anything. reach the LT at around 1150 like that and its still early. asked my lecturer some question and then waited for the test venue to be open. quite nervous at first but after awhile feel quite okay. finished my test in 45mins checked through once and handed up. went out of the lecture theatre and some of us started to discuss the answers. had my lunch at canteen to and went for maths tutorial then after that go home. haiz. tired liao. shall stop here. come again tmr. byez n nitez!!

ranted@12:27 AM